Why Shouts and Cries ?

Hi
I started collecting pearls and having bytes of enormous wisdom, I found in my surroundings, the inner thirst for getting drenched seems to be getting more intense than ever, at this blog I will share all those things - which I went through during this whole process.

Today I found the real GOLD and measured the countless impurities, world had mixed in each re-CASTING to make it a MATERIAL thing to get loved and cared in material ways. Today I want to shout and cry, so that HE could get the warmth of hell-fire, the one I am dealing with, due to all my own desires to please my surroundings with my fake external shine and pride to be the GOLD - a material STONE with impurities - so that they can re-cast me as they wished.

I know its not going to be the same story this time and this has to come to an end, this is last time and this is last opportunity, one gets in billion years. HE has come as savior and diverted me to my internal shine, which was here, is here and will become part of ONE, all efforts are mine, so again I have to shout and cry now so that I don't have to get re-casted.

Love, Light n Peace
- N