Game Played onto Myself
In past few months since when I have started giving attention to myself and light within me. I have gone through lots of transformations.
Transformation of thoughts, purity, energies and language etc. A major transformation one could have noted is what happened to my body as well. I feel myself if I don’t go to what others are saying, that I have got a glow on face. May be this is all result of workout I have started along with Yoga but yes something new is there. A change is happening everyday. I find no resistance to this change because I have surrendered myself to all changes. Changes, I knew that will come but this is like an entry ticket into whole new world. I am occupied with learning at each moment of life now. I can go into details and can think about facts on any particular incident, if still in doubt I have lots of torch bearers or chosen ones around me all the time to show me the PATH.
Well to give it a start I got fascinated about a magic trick. Then I read about it and researched a lot and found that it was related to occult practices. That included lots of meditation and hard practices, that could take years. Next I learnt that astral senses play a very perfect role in showing off those magic tricks. I tried few and was successful. But it took lots of hard work and long meditations, using different concentration tricks. One day I was so scared when I felt someone sitting next to me, For 4-5 days I didn’t want to try and concentrate.
Then I collected all of my inner power and affirmed myself that nothing could go wrong to myself. I saw that ‘someone’ sitting in front of myself again. I lied down on floor and thought I must try concentration exercise this way as well, as I made myself comfortable and I didn’t see that shadow, I wanted to see time in wall clock which was exactly hanging on the wall in front to me, I saw it was 11:10 am and time for me to get up and get ready for office. What happened next gave me all shocks and I felt some other good thing, I opened my eyes and yes it was 11:10 am. Then I remembered that I saw time while my eyes were closed??? How could this be possible, well yes it happened in the same way.
Another week passed and then I became bit irregular to this due to office work and random work schedule. But I was often watching that shadow and later I discovered that It was my astral body only. It happened by keeping two different sets of mind, one stays conscious with physical body and then goes to so called sleep mode, but another part of mind is concentrated at some distance outside the physical body at some stationary point and where you can see forming a circle or complete body. So this was all a new experience to me. I heard that we should not share these experience in general public because these often come with intention of EGO or showing off your super human powers to others. Well fact is everyone has those powers and one following the path of LIGHT will feel these as different stages. So I kept mum about all this and never told anyone what exactly is going with me. Now putting these things to notes doesn’t mean that I still want to let others know that I have these, no I am keeping myself away from all kind of show offs. That is why I stopped performing those psi-wheels and other small tricks which one can do while concentrating and using mind power perfectly.
There are several hazards to these practices as well, one could go mad or out of senses for ever. One would start seeing paranormal things but may come back to physical senses. So all these things landed me onto a stage where I had some knowledge about mental power, but how to use this power and what is the exact application of the same – I was totally unaware of.
One day I was talking to family with some random thoughts in mind, suddenly I got a book –Jeevit Mariye Bhavjal Tariye. In this book Master had answered answer to questions and another book – Prabhat ka Prakash – was excellent one as well. Now there was a clear hint in front of me that what is next. This all was a game plan to come to my inner self to a stage where one never ending urge started to search for GOD, LIGHT and not outside else – within myself. I needed Master for the same and again I had answer in front of me. Who was always there and known to me but my stupidness that I could not understand and recognized his blessings, which he was showering to me as a water coming from a fat house pipe.
I got to know that Urge is there, Master is there, Path is there. Now the next stage was HOW? And What exactly the role Master plays in all this?
Perhaps I will explore about it and write in next notes, I know today that it is not going to be a single page experiment.
Thank You My Beloved Master
- N
In past few months since when I have started giving attention to myself and light within me. I have gone through lots of transformations.
Transformation of thoughts, purity, energies and language etc. A major transformation one could have noted is what happened to my body as well. I feel myself if I don’t go to what others are saying, that I have got a glow on face. May be this is all result of workout I have started along with Yoga but yes something new is there. A change is happening everyday. I find no resistance to this change because I have surrendered myself to all changes. Changes, I knew that will come but this is like an entry ticket into whole new world. I am occupied with learning at each moment of life now. I can go into details and can think about facts on any particular incident, if still in doubt I have lots of torch bearers or chosen ones around me all the time to show me the PATH.
Well to give it a start I got fascinated about a magic trick. Then I read about it and researched a lot and found that it was related to occult practices. That included lots of meditation and hard practices, that could take years. Next I learnt that astral senses play a very perfect role in showing off those magic tricks. I tried few and was successful. But it took lots of hard work and long meditations, using different concentration tricks. One day I was so scared when I felt someone sitting next to me, For 4-5 days I didn’t want to try and concentrate.
Then I collected all of my inner power and affirmed myself that nothing could go wrong to myself. I saw that ‘someone’ sitting in front of myself again. I lied down on floor and thought I must try concentration exercise this way as well, as I made myself comfortable and I didn’t see that shadow, I wanted to see time in wall clock which was exactly hanging on the wall in front to me, I saw it was 11:10 am and time for me to get up and get ready for office. What happened next gave me all shocks and I felt some other good thing, I opened my eyes and yes it was 11:10 am. Then I remembered that I saw time while my eyes were closed??? How could this be possible, well yes it happened in the same way.
Another week passed and then I became bit irregular to this due to office work and random work schedule. But I was often watching that shadow and later I discovered that It was my astral body only. It happened by keeping two different sets of mind, one stays conscious with physical body and then goes to so called sleep mode, but another part of mind is concentrated at some distance outside the physical body at some stationary point and where you can see forming a circle or complete body. So this was all a new experience to me. I heard that we should not share these experience in general public because these often come with intention of EGO or showing off your super human powers to others. Well fact is everyone has those powers and one following the path of LIGHT will feel these as different stages. So I kept mum about all this and never told anyone what exactly is going with me. Now putting these things to notes doesn’t mean that I still want to let others know that I have these, no I am keeping myself away from all kind of show offs. That is why I stopped performing those psi-wheels and other small tricks which one can do while concentrating and using mind power perfectly.
There are several hazards to these practices as well, one could go mad or out of senses for ever. One would start seeing paranormal things but may come back to physical senses. So all these things landed me onto a stage where I had some knowledge about mental power, but how to use this power and what is the exact application of the same – I was totally unaware of.
One day I was talking to family with some random thoughts in mind, suddenly I got a book –Jeevit Mariye Bhavjal Tariye. In this book Master had answered answer to questions and another book – Prabhat ka Prakash – was excellent one as well. Now there was a clear hint in front of me that what is next. This all was a game plan to come to my inner self to a stage where one never ending urge started to search for GOD, LIGHT and not outside else – within myself. I needed Master for the same and again I had answer in front of me. Who was always there and known to me but my stupidness that I could not understand and recognized his blessings, which he was showering to me as a water coming from a fat house pipe.
I got to know that Urge is there, Master is there, Path is there. Now the next stage was HOW? And What exactly the role Master plays in all this?
Perhaps I will explore about it and write in next notes, I know today that it is not going to be a single page experiment.
Thank You My Beloved Master
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